[ stressed out ]

looking for a new car is seriously stressing me out. it's time consuming, annoying and so far very disappointing. and i'm also losing faith in craigslist. doug and i had to spend the whole beautiful day yesterday in the car looking at loser cars posted on craigslist. they were all disgusting/nasty inside. and not too great on the inside. and it's so stressful wondering if you're going to get something that's just going to fall apart right after you get it. so the search will continue tomorrow.

and...

i have to go to the chiropractor/massage guy 3 times a week for my neck/back and that takes a bunch of time. and i'm falling behind at work and i have a billion things to do before the summers over and i have to publish an article and get ready to go up for continuing faculty status in the fall and make sure they'll keep me :)

and...

i'm still kinda sore from the stupid accident. and i'm exhausted.

and...

no, i'm still not engaged in case you were about to ask.

OK, rant over. for now :)

Update: Still no car, but I'm not so stressed out anymore :)  thanks for your calls to check up on me :)